I don't know if it's the fact that i've been sick or what not. But my mood has been quite down lately. Anything i eat, doesn't seem to fit my appetite, nor do i want to have a second taste of it. Anything i wear, doesn't seem to give me the kind of comfort i want to feel in them. Sleeping early, doesn't seem to solve the tiredness that i feel every morning. The usual make-up i apply every morning, seem to loses some kind of finishing touches in them. I just don't know what's missing.

Maybe 'coz i can't wait till next Sunday, where i will finally be having some serious alone time. The kind where it's not involving work, classes, and teaching. It feels way too long since i have had one of those. Having brunch, reading, and going to the bookstore, and hanging out with my sister. Considering my everyday life has been all about the working, going to class, and teaching... so next Sunday is definately something to look forward to.

Oh, and today i had Starbucks again. Venti with an extra shot. Last week i had 9 cups, due to the exhaustion after Halloween. Since i was in charge of it for work, and stayed up till 2am decorating our restaurant... having our A/C to so "luckily" been broken down during that week also. So it was quite the weekend. Anyways, i should cut down on the coffee. Too much caffine, really isn't good for the health. And take more day-offs. 'Coz i have come to a realization that... i might very much need it afterall.

Well, as a workalcoholic, here i go again, off to my work, for a meeting due to an upcomming yearly event. Even though i was sent home earlier today due to my "walking like a dead zombie" scene. What can i say? I can be a bit too devoted when it comes to work.

Muah

Sometimes i think to myself, what the hell am i doing to myself. Having to work so much, do so much, to exhaust my body completely and totally through. But after i've seen some results from it, i am more than convinced of myself that everything i am doing is worth it. I mean, let's see, my schedule is working from 10-3/4pm from Mondays' to Fridays', and work from 10am-11/12am on Saturdays' and Sundays'. As for Japanese classes, it's from 7-9pm on Mondays', Wednesdays', and Fridays'. And for Thuesdays' and Thursdays'? I sort of get a little time off for myself if anything comes up, which is usually dinner outtings with some of my friends from work. Or i'll either go in for the English class on Tuesday to chit chat, and work all day during my Thursdays'. But things are going to get a little busier now, since i'll be teaching my mom's friend's daughter English (since she really likes me, and has begged my mom to wish that i will start teaching, and letting her be my first student), which i'm thinking of making it every Thursday or Friday, i have yet decided when i want to teach her... so now i am sitting here complaining, and disturbed on how to schedule everything in.

I think i am crazy. Oh, these crazy hours. What can i say? I just can't help but make myself super busy, 'coz i like being motivated and not wasting time. In result of wanting to be a SOMEBODY in the future, as to a SOMEONE. I want to be the new generation of women. And i will be. And that's not being cocky, it's confidence, and confidence? Is sexy. Haha, as i would always say. I mean, i know i'm only 20, and planning my life like someone who is way older than that, but that's only 'coz i just know what i want in life... and it's not someone who is going to sit at home nursing her children and waiting for the man to come home with the love and bread.

In this new generation, i'm not saying guys are not dependentable anymore. But it's better safe than sorry? I just want to be able to be looked as someone, who can take very well care of themselves, without the need of a man to do so for me. And look at the girls around this world we live in. There are a lot of pretty women out there. How would i know my man won't leave me and divorce me for another pretty chick out there and just disown me with our children? And i'm not being negative. It's the truth. And it's always better to think ahead about these possibly happenings, before it can possibly get to you, don't you think?

So yes, i, will continuing living my life... and be strong about it.

On the other hand, i'm quite excited about next week. Tuesday evening, i might be having dinner with Jack and his friends, but that has yet confirmed. And i'll also be having another dinner with some friends from work on Thursday. As for Sunday, which i plan to have a day off, i will be having some alone time on my own by having brunch at a bistro i have yet had the time to go to called the "The Diner." Then afterwards, i might meet up my god-sister to acompany her with some make-up shopping, with some good advice giving, and drop by the bookstore to pick up some new reads'. And yes, i will remember to take pictures to share my great times.

This will be all for now

So yay! Finally i forced myself to fight the tiredness to update this blog and finally post it. Even though this happened about 3 weeks ago, haha. Anyways, so 3 weeks ago, i went to Gaosiung to visit a friend who also came back to Taiwan, and is going to reside. But he will be going to the military service for a year on Thursday, so i probably won't get to take as many getaway visits to Gaosiung to hang out with him and his girlfriend, who is Cantonese, and came back with my friend to learn Mandarin, cute ain't it? But she'll be going back to Canada when my friend goes in for the military service, and will be back again early next year. Which really sucks. I'll miss her! Anyways, enjoy the pictures!

Lily and i on the pirate ship ride on top of a shopping mall amusement park 

feeling the nice wind on the ride

taking pictures with the doll in the amusement park floor in the mall

my friend and his girlfriend, haha

afterwards, we took the MRT to Sizihwan

on the boat which takes us to the other side of Sizihwan

 
my ugly friend and i, who can never take a normal picture

us two at the water park 

Lily

Charlie

and me! ...acting like tourists, haha.

quite tired... and taking the MRT to our next destination

very empty MRT... quite difference from the MRT in Taipei, which is ALWAYS crowded

and has only two lines, which Taipei has like 6 lines, haha

after we got off, Lily realized she got a HUGE mosqitoe bite... eeks! 

at the GeDan mall

Gucci models are hot, haha

taking a picture with the Film Festival doll

Lily & i 

the loving couple

Lily with Hello Kitty, the love of her life, haha 

and of course, i had to join in for some Hello Kitty fan, and pretend to be a Hello Kitty fan, haha 

PIKAAAAAAA

trying to act cute like Pikachu, did i suceed? ...haha

inside the Hello Kitty! ...ain't it cute?

haha, cute 

Charlie being a total lazy ass... due to too much walking, haha

so i though we'd rest, where i would camwhore a bit

and of course, take a photo of them being bums! 

the MRT station near my friend's house, which is quite enormous! 

after we went to have dinner, they took me to the Love River

us walking along the Love River and taking pictures 

and a picture on Charlie's gay camera, haha

the "white" dude, haha 

our Love River boat ride tickets 

waiting in line to go on the Love River boat ride

on the ride... 

pretty

waterfall! ...which is fake, of course, haha

the famous hotel along the Love River

during our walk to our destination... the nightmarket... we found this! A line for rehab, which Lily and i, both think Charlie should go, hahahaha. 

in the MRT station....... having Charlie raping Lily, haha

Charlie being Charlie 

...haha, gay

at the nightmarket! ...drooling over cute puppies!

...awww! 

then on our way back, i found these portable bikes!

basically you pay wth a credit card to borrow bikes! Ain't it cool?

us two pretending to ride bikes... but really, we were tired, and needed to be seated somewhere... haha

lalala... riding on the same spot, haha

very next day, we went grocery shopping, and we found cute pumpkins! 

...and here's Lily with the cute pumkin also

after lunch, we went to Dream Mall

haha, Givenchy's new model, haha 

hahahahahaha... Ian, this is for you 

haha, he is definately better than Charlie, haha... just kidding, don't kill me now Charlie

the "gay" guy's three gorgeous puppies, haha 

Ikea display bed in the mall

YUM........ sandwich, hehe 

oooh, i like the lights... pretty eh?

the loving couple, hehe 

at the candy shop

awww... ain't it cute?  

haha, yes... Charlie & the shit

the clothing/ restaurant store 

hehe, outside the restaurant 

and Charlie being the king, having his main lady sitting on his lap, haha 

haha, we definately look like fobs 

me like the black and red chairs!

again

Lily & her Hello Kitty

retarded Charlie

ferris wheel! On top of the Dream Mall

it's own little amusement park 

i don't know if you guys can tell... but it has Hello Kitty themes inside, haha 

bumper car ride 

and me! 

i got a bleeding cut from playing this stupid game... you can't really see the cut eh?

as we were leaving the mall, i thought i could pull off the model's move... haha, did i suceed?

 
very, very tired...

the couple 

taking a break

and camwhoring

again

just about to leave the Dream Mall 

aw look, you can see the ferris wheel!  

still lazybumming it...  

our last late night snack at the Love River... yummy fries, with four different sauces

Lily and i... and yes, i might've had a beer or two, having my face look quite red... haha

It was a great trip. And was a lot of fun hanging out with them. Charlie was always there for me like a brother, taking me to grocery shopping when i was living on my own, and acompanied me to many meals, when i had no one to eat with. As for the adoring girlfriend of his, has always been a quiet one, but she can be chatty once the topic is about Hello Kitty, haha. Aw... i'll miss her, i hope to see her sooner than February. And my non-blood-related brother, haha.

Hehe... i'm proud of myself to finally update this post. Well, this will be all for now. And i will try to update as often as i can

...since i'm updated. I'm actually still around, in case you guys are wondering. It's just i really do work a little too much, considering yesterday we all calculated how many hours all the staffs has worked, and my hours came up to about 193 hours, not including the day's hours. So yeah, it's about 200 hours. I'm a little crazy eh? Anyways, i miss blogging. I think it's kind of one of the things i like to do that makes me remember how to speak (in this case, type) proper English, with my horrible grammer, other than reading, which also, i do a little bit less now with my crazy hours of work, and Japanese classes.

Hmmm... so what's new? A lot of things are new, but i have forgotten all of them. I tried to update my blog quite a few times to try and remember myself what has been happening in my life, but when i do actually login during these times... i feel terribly tired and lazy. However, i do have this post that's been on hold, which i will get it posted soon, once i've upload all the pictures (so pray for my unlaziness). Anyways, it's getting late, and i have work in the morning, so i better get to bed. Just wanted to do a quick post, to tell you guys i missed you guys!

G'nights 

So on Sunday it was one of my co-worker's birthday, which was hosted at Q Motel, in their VIP room. The room was amazing. Got our own outdoor pool, big ass living room with karaoke, sound system, big hot tub, big shower room, washroom, and a big king sized bed... etc. It was quite fun. Even though i was quite tired from working on a 10am-11/12pm schedule for two days in a roll, having to catch this party. But it was worth it. Since it feels like a while since everyone at my work has gathered together to have so fun. So yeah, it was nice!

the view from the end of the room... with the king sized bed connecting to the huge living room. Even though it's quite hard to see it on this picture, but it WAS big.

the living room area... which doesn't look so big, with so many people surrounding around the table, haha.

birthday cheers to the birthday boy! And yes, he is the one dressed it the leproad printed coat... that's looking like a pimp, haha!

then things were taken down to the pool after couple drinks, even though most of us girls didn't have change of clothes, we still hopped in with our co-worker's jerseys, haha.

then after pool time, it was hot tubbing time!
and yes, if you can spot me... i am the one who is red as hell, haha. 

then after all the "water" session, we changed out of the wet clothes, and sat down to continue drinking 

then getting a bit buzzed, karaoke session was started!
...hehe, which i loveeeeeee!

then yay! Game time! Where i pour about 3 cans of beer on my friend there, hahahahaha. It was fun.

and somehow, i was drunk after i requested massages... and puked for several hours, and became in this condition... "passed out".
and really trust me when i said i haven't drank in a while. And haven't gotten this drunk in a while. It was all for fun, so i guess i loosen up and got my drank on, haha. And plus, the exhaustion that kicked in from working, so i was bit poor on handling my alcohol. But hey, i DID drink a lot, hahaha

now let's skip the drunken scene, and look at some normal pictures that A-Bu and i camwhored before we started drinking, haha.

love this chick :) and hmm... my arm looks huge here... haha.

and that's it